Stuck in Paradise

With a great hush of orthodoxy
this sacrament on a cliff face
sits groaning beneath the weight
of its own romantic mythology.
Wide-eyed guests wander the grounds,
zealously guarding their human potential,
and staff struts, self-absorbed,
quixotically exploring their absence
from the world and blindly suffering
the accretions of an insular life.
Stuck for a spell to this loadstone
of the West Coast, this asylum of need,
some imagine deliverance, and some
even transcendence—the next step—
but while their proximity to paradise
promotes the notion of movement
it depletes the ability to move,
and most are left wanting more
of Esalen and its opaque perfections.

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Big Sur

It’s the symbolic mystique of the place
and the thread of life that clings to the edge there.
It’s the quiet Zion of a Redwood stand
and the spiny leaves of thistle glistening
with morning dew on a canyon trail.
It’s the aching Buddhism
and the cliff-side alchemy of Esalen.
It’s the still-raw synthesis of land and sea,
the cadence of the waves
and the primordial ministrations of the tide.
It’s the home of gurus and goddesses,
the shrine of canyons and cliffs,
where Nymphs might nestle in wildflowers
and Sprites might caper in rocky streams.
It’s the mathematic perfection of Monarchs wings
and the clean scent of eucalyptus on the salty air.
It’s the coded message of a million stars
in the clear black night,
telling of travels through time and space
to twinkle a silent requiem for sunset.
It’s Highway 1, the black serpent,
winding its way along the California coast,
bringing a new perspective to Paradise.
It’s the Beat poets pilgrimage to Bixby Bridge
and the cathedral of arches
that calls the bards of sage and chaparral,
of sunset and starlight, of time and tides,
of butterflies and morning fog,
to reveal in humble words the nimbus glory
and inexplicable splendor of Big Sur.

One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple. - Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums

One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.
– Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums

Rage, rage against the dying of the light. - Dylan Thomas

Do not go gentle into that good night. / Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
– Dylan Thomas

There is a kind of beauty in imperfection. - Conrad Hall

There is a kind of beauty in imperfection.
– Conrad Hall

Sit in reverie and watch the changing color of the waves that break upon the idle seashore of the mind. - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Sit in reverie and watch the changing color of the waves that break upon the idle seashore of the mind.
– Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Maybe someday, I’ll find refuge in my fantasies, my dreams of a better world. Until then, let this moment be enough.

Someday, I’ll find refuge in my fantasies, my dreams of a better world. Until then, let this moment be enough.
– Anonymous